MAMA'S HAVING A HARD TIME!

OK, we have been planning out trip to VEGAS and we were planning to take the kids with us, and then yesterday, my grandmother volunteered to watch Koleson for us. Although I feel that this is a good thing, I am having trouble with it , because we will be gone a week, and I dont know if I can be away from him that long, or I dont know if he can be away from his mommy that long. This will be the longest that I have ever spent away from him and it is bothering me. He was in the dallas hospital when he was born for a whole month, but I still got to see him. I know that I am probably being silly but I dont want him to think that I left him. Kaiden is comming with us, he will enjoy the trip so much, and I think Koleson would too but it would probably be best if he stayed here with my grandmother and my dad, although it is breaking my heart. My grandmother is like well, you could talk to him on the phone, but that isnt the same, and it will tear my heart out if he starts crying or wanting me. I think it would be much easier "for me" if Kaiden was staying here with him. I just hope it turns out ok, I want him to have fun, and not think I just left him, he does really well when she watches him for me for a couple of hours but this is for a week, so we will see!