I'm Scared

I went to the yucky woman's doctor yesterday and now I am more scared than ever. First off, I have a small infection... no big deal he said but during the exam he noticed some kind of abnormal cells so he sent them off to see if they were cancerous :-( He also went ahead and did some blood work. A couple of months ago when I went to the neurologist for the mri's and cat scans due to migraines, that doctor did some blood work and found that I had some kind of high inflammation somewhere in my body and I was supposed to go back next month and repeat that certain test to see if the inflammation levels had went down, well I told the yucky doctor this and he said that whatever the abnormal cells were, was probably the reason. He said that this small infection was actually a good thing since it got me in there and they found this, whatever it is. HOPEFULLY NOTHING...... Michael is at work this week so yesterday I just told him that the appointment went ok, and when I picked up the boys from my grandmother's I told her and my dad the same thing, that the appointment went well and just about the infection. I couldn't tell them about the possible cancer scare, I guess I was still trying to grasp it. But today I told them, and my grandmother could tell yesterday that I was holding back. I called my mom and told her and I guess she called my brother because not longer after I got off the phone with her, I got a text from Sean (brother) and it said "I love you and I am here for you, and you will be fine, it is in god's hands now.") That meant a lot to me. I find out the test results next Tuesday or Wednesday, so now I have to wait and wait and wait a little bit longer.