MY GOALS!

goal one- loose weight, get healthier
goal two- finally get pregnant and have a healthy pregancy and baby
goal three- get michael's credit straightened out
goal four- finish our new house plans
goal five -live each day to the fullist
goal six- let my husband and boys know each day how much i love them
goal seven- learn how to start liking laundry!
goal eight- be happy



OK OK OK.... I AM SO TIRED OF MY WEIGHT, which is a touchy subject for me, but I have to get back on track to being me... so I have started eating healthier and laying off the yummy dr peppers, me and michael have agreeed to stop eating out so much, due to the un healty part and also the expense factor. Me and Kaiden have been exersicing and he has been running a little. I would love to get back down to what I looked like in highschool, but I doubt that will happen, I could look into the weight loss surgery but after 2 bad c-section , i really dont want to go that route. so if i get focused and determined i can do this and get healthier. i ordered nutrisystem foods only to find out that with my rapid heart rate and other factors that it wouldnt be good for me, so i sold it on ebay. i have been really depressed , well not depressed but really dissappoted that i haven't gotten pregnant yet and we have been trying for a year now, and now i can't help but think it is because i have gained so much after koleson was born. and then i am so scared if i do get pregnant, because i had so much trouble before, BUT I PROMISE THAT I WILL LISTEN TO THE DOCTOR 100 %, i will do anything to have a healthier pregnancy. I have to lose weight and hopefully my high blood pressure and my rapid heart rate will get better, since my cardiologist cant figure out why i have the rapid heart rate.


i am working on michael's credit and trying to get it straightened out... we have been looking at house plans, and trying to design us a new home... our perfect home, which of course it wont be anytime soon, but there is nothing wrong with planning and wishing and wanting!!!!

ok it is getting late, and i really need to go do laundry but i get so addicted to the computer!
have a great night! bye.... love mrs spradling!